sad

reading ur sister's blog really make me sad...

imagine how u felt when u see all that,make me thinking why dont god take mine not him..

when me myself so much hatred to you ,coz u make my life suck, u facing alot of tears and pressure..

how useless i am...

when i went away from ur lyfe , u just hope u will be happy and i will hate u so much..

but all those things become upside down..

i really hope syh will take care of u .. i just cant imagine how sad u are when ur brother gone..

keep asking myself 'why him? there are so much people love him,and he is so kind, to be compare with me,im nothing but suck'

can i transform into ur brother and make ur family happy?

i cant..

i hope the postman heaven really exist so i can post a letter to him

dear ------,

i hope u are doing fine there,

i want u know that u will be in their heart forever,

and i want to marry you if u are alive, dont ever care bout ur leg or wutsoever..

u are not perfect? perfect enough for me..

i have done so many things in my lyfe and most of it are unforgiven..

the way ur sis love u make me also fall in love with u.

i just hope u are here..

seeing ur face make my tears fall..

u are such beautiful creature in the world..