sad

reading ur sister's blog really make me sad...

imagine how u felt when u see all that,make me thinking why dont god take mine not him..

when me myself so much hatred to you ,coz u make my life suck, u facing alot of tears and pressure..

how useless i am...

when i went away from ur lyfe , u just hope u will be happy and i will hate u so much..

but all those things become upside down..

i really hope syh will take care of u .. i just cant imagine how sad u are when ur brother gone..

keep asking myself 'why him? there are so much people love him,and he is so kind, to be compare with me,im nothing but suck'

can i transform into ur brother and make ur family happy?

i cant..

i hope the postman heaven really exist so i can post a letter to him

dear ------,

i hope u are doing fine there,

i want u know that u will be in their heart forever,

and i want to marry you if u are alive, dont ever care bout ur leg or wutsoever..

u are not perfect? perfect enough for me..

i have done so many things in my lyfe and most of it are unforgiven..

the way ur sis love u make me also fall in love with u.

i just hope u are here..

seeing ur face make my tears fall..

u are such beautiful creature in the world..

it just sad love story

i got a nightmare..

all about my past and i hope i can forget her..

but im too weak..

even dream about her..

what should i do?

a kisses make thousand years to forget..and make my heart suffering...

forgive me..

forgive me...

forgive me...

i hope u know that im not the same person that done all the stupid and immature things to u..

im changed..but my heart still ...........'

im now at uitm shah alam..

i take professional course.. CAT-ACCA

my parents a little bit disappointed when i choose acca rather than English foundation at IIUM..

they said "u should go there,its a good place instead of uitm' but they still support me..

here... a lot of obstacle... going through the way that i will never know my future...

im happy when left NAIM since i can start my new lyfe at AMAN..

everything just so perfect... im not the stupid person that the Stuart always said..

i score my add math, accounting and science.. im not the same person anymore..

i didn't believe friendship anymore..

but i have so many friends that trying to make me believe in it...

just... stuck with my old behavior 'stubborn' ..

these all sort of friends is totally ridiculous..

i hate all the teachers in naim.. the counselor ( i trust her when i told my problem and she telling that to everyone, how sick i am, if just i have a chance to slap her)...

i love all my mualimah at aman... seriously u will never know that there still have someone that can help me that much...

i love them ...luckily there is no counselor..

i hope u read this and know that i never forget u..and im so sorry for all things that i ever done to u...