Saturday, January 28, 2012

clown

my profile picture is a sad clown
why?
because clown suppose to make people happy and then they will be happy too.
however im not that type
im a sad clown
cannot be happy
always sad
always miss someone

always suffered
i want to see u again
but i know that it will never happen

my love keep giving me hope
to not give up
tq dear
i love u

Thursday, January 26, 2012

its about me

i just bought samsung galaxy s2 and bold 9790
and just letting go my iphone 4..saddddddddd
im no more ifag

stalk ur fb just now :-))) hehe
u live in gombak , im in selayang
so near
everyday i wake up hoping i will see u again
and how i wish i never hurt u
how i wish i can get rid all my childish behaviour
i hope u dont hate me anymore
i hope u believe me
too many hopes but its maybe make me upset

i 'got' a baby during my birthday
haha
taking care of him
make me miss him a lot

i have a lot of word to say to u
but when i keep thinking of u......uhm
dont know how to express this feeling
i miss u alot


big girl dont cry ^^

Saturday, November 19, 2011

my english become suck

yo!
due of too much calculation and mandarin i have no time for my english
past -present tense__become tension!! <<<<<---- this is suck

have a few days to my final exam, and my preparation become suck and slow
so my heart also become slow
hurt almost everything beside me
talk bad about others person
which i feel guilt after doing it
coz no matter how much i hate her, i should not expose
hypocrisy in myself
which i regret the most
this sem, this is first time i doing it
i hope i can ignore her

her here is my roomate,
she likes to tell everyone about her boyfriend life (maybe she thought that people will give a damn to her boyfriend)
sorry dude, i dont even care about it!
just stop making noisy , talking to everyone like they are deaf!
yup your boyfriend maybe deaf (he not),but im not deaf dude!
i can hear ur voice even in my sleep!!
and u are so dirty, can u even throw the ur own garbage into the basket??
pheww! i hate u so damn much!!
u have a good appearance but ugly personality!
u tell ur boyfriend how clever u are , but why dont u tell him that u are a dirty person!
i hate u!!
-------done-------

haha! ok next topic is my brain.
i miss u,
i have a dream about u
sweet dream though
this is because ur friend hurt me
and my love is helping me to make me feel better
but im not a good person
because i gonna hurt my lova
as much as i hurt u
i love to lie
i hate that
i become a liar because of u
when i put honesty first, u dont believe me
but thats not your fault,
i can control
controllable factor
so i will try to be honest and kind person

about the dream,
in my dream u come and we reconcile
it was a sweet dream

anyway , i just convo after my last exam, straight pass at the first attempt
huhu^^... now i going through acca
which my ambition to go to uk on-the-way to be true<<<<-----(please dont use this word^^)
i just bought blackberry bold 3, i hope we can bbm each other one day

i do miss u
and i love my lova

Friday, July 1, 2011

now

everytime i felt something wrong i will come and tell u
last night my wallet missing, i dropped it at 7 ele..
b4 i went there im having what a 'nice' conversation with ur friend
my brain seems broke somewhere...
and i hope someone can fix it
and my blackberry need update the os or i will never see the text message icon..
hmm...
upside down..
downside....
i hope i can choose my own life, whether to be human or not..
i choose to be robot..
without feeling and hurt..
i hurt my dealova badly...
however in such a bad day i have a a good news to..
congrats to my lova..
life is not simple as i thought when i was young...
i never thought that my life will be like this

Friday, June 24, 2011

i want to be photographer



it just my passionate...
i love doing this!!
first pic i have taken is my lova in the harvey norman at sunway pyramid..

Thursday, June 23, 2011

-__-

remember that symbol?
u teach me that symbol and i like it
im just buying iphone 4 white colour and blackberry bold 2 black one...(white and black)
hehe... gadget freak..




after doing some hacking stuff on my iphone..
waa!! so happy! can install many games!!
lalalaolol..
so many things happen...
im thinking of part time...(now im doing part time by fixing and selling phone)
im thinking of becoming a photographer..
just my parents dont allow me.. hmm



Tuesday, June 21, 2011

more suffering

this is about my ex
i cant forget my ex
i cant forget u either
what wrong with my brain!
please! if cupid exist i will take the arrow and strike to his/her head!
no matter cute the cupid are!
today my ex call me say a lot of thing bout 'someone'
someone that i hate the most!
someone that my ex love the most!
what da fark! why need to tell me!
cheating on me while keep telling me "i love u" everyday
dont u ever think what i felt!
i miss u fa.....
regret all the thing i have done..
not the thing that the stuart says!
the thing that i have done to u! both of us know bout it!
my lova such a very good lover
never hurt me but im always doubt did my dear really love me or just pity on me?
coz i dont have anything... im just pathetic(that the word i learn from u)
can i be edward cullen and kill all people that hurt me!!
should i just end my life?
i hurt u so much..and i know my lova the next victim
people also hurt me..
can somebody love me?
i cant forget ur dimple,ur smile
sigh! im suck!